Phantom Lover
Surrendered once
Crossed the threshold
Of volcanic destruction.
I can still smell
The bitter breath
Of life's pungent odors
Of long long ago.
Flooding passions
Bursting dams
On a roll
Of self destruction.
Scorched debris, were left behind
By your painful games.
Schemes were your offerings
Masked as golden nuggets
As Carnivals
Of disguised laughter
Spewed forth from your mouth.
Once again, you're back
Trying to once again
Transmit your
vile disease of lies.
You say you love me
I suppose I should be happy
But I'm not.
Thirst elsewhere,
Clever Thespian
Phantom Lover,
Bid me now farewell.
Hypocrite, pawn of seduction,
GO!
Return your mechanical love
To Hell...
Submitted October 29, 2002 by Playgirl at http://www.SexyLegsPlayGirl.com
Confusion
Said you wanted to leave me
Thoughts filled with confusion
Why was I thinking of this?
I couldn’t fight the breakdown
Something else was hurting you
You sobbed until you could not breathe
I knew you still needed me
You told me to hold you close
Yesterday as I watched you,
You shook all about
Said all was fine, nothing to worry,
Then we began to shout.
Although I knew it was a lie
You needed me to console you
As you began to cry
As I fought back the tears
Filled with heartache and anger
As I thought of the past years
After you’d hurt me so
I wanted to shove the memories far behind
And let the tough me show
That our episode caused
I thought you were the one for me
Then I slowly paused
You said lets just be friends
You said your life without me
Would ever so quickly end
Then I finally knew
I caught my breath and stopped my tears
As I laid my eyes on you.
I saw it in your eyes
Everything you had just said to me
Had been complete lies
Because you hurt so much
You told me that you loved me
Needed to feel my touch
Submitted November 18, 2002 by Shannon at http://www.tinybelle.net
Without You
I want you in my life again
You are my one true love.
Why can't you understand
You're my angel from above.
I wish you'd love me; not her
She is my friend
But I need you more.
To me you will always be
My "ONE"
But to you, I guess
You think we're done.
Why was I once included
In your life
If you knew you loved her
Before I was your invite?
Your love is so amazing
And I am dying for it back.
Cause without you
I am nothing at all
And for your love again
Is all I ask.
Submitted October 29, 2002 by Cassie at http://www.KinKay.NET
First Time
The first time I met you
I looked in your eyes
And without knowing
I became blind.
The first time I touched you
I wanted it to be
And I was happy
I was with thee.
The first time I kissed you
I closed my eyes
And we became one
For a moment in time.
The first I tasted
Your body of gold
My heart was inspired
And you took my soul.
The first time ever
I made love to you
You made me happy
I forever want you.
The first time I heard
You yell out my name
You sounded weary
And so afraid.
The first time you told me
You loved me so
It made me so happy
You just do not know.
The first time ever I heard of her
I became lonely
And my heart did stir
The first time realized the rumors we?
The first time you left
Would be the last
Though I still love you
It is in distant past.
The first time ever I see you again
You will realize
I still love you. Damn
and the first time ever
If I take you back
I'll make myself just one little pact
That if you ever
Do me wrong again
I'll leave you forever
Though you are always my man.
Submitted October 31, 2002 by Krazi at http://www.Krazi.net